This morning I broke a glass and it cut my feet.
It didn’t stop bleeding for a good five minutes.
The toilet floor was covered with my fresh blood.
I couldn’t help but think, is someone up there trying to ask me to clear up my head and be thankful to my current life?
Stop thinking so much.
And stop being bored.

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What is that you called? Happiness?
What is that you mentioned? Sad?
What is that you asked? Exaltation?
What is that you said? Disappointment?

I’m sorry, but I do not know what you are talking about.
Asked me again when I have a couple of fermented barley juice sitting nicely in my tummy.
Maybe then, perhaps then, I will comprehend what you were trying to express to me.

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每隔三几个月就会有很莫明的觉得闷。

很闷很闷。
极闷极闷。

做什么都起不起了劲。
对着任何人超过五分钟已觉得累。
再美再好的东西亦觉得不过尔尔。

天啊，谁来救救我的闷境!

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Sent at 4:27 PM on Wednesday
Chin: pagaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnn
me: yes?
Chin: can u kill me?
me: sure
pick:
1) gun
2) throw you down from KLCC
3) give u poison
4) ask people to gang rape you then smother you
Chin: waliau the 4th so cuel
me: 5) give u a boat + an oar + no water + a huge stone + ropes
6) give u knife and a hot bathtub
7) give u lighter and open the gas for you
Chin: u really very free
ok FYI…outside raining cats and dogs
me: give u nylon rope and a steel bar
9) give u lots of mosquitoes ahhaahah
and.. i am not free. i type fast

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…is the last thing I’d want to do. Usually tend to avoid it at all cost if possible.

But there are times, when one has no choice but to initiate confrontation. Hopefully can just blah everything out and be done with it. To be or not to be. It’s time.

I’ll try my best not to think of it as a confrontation.

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…hit me like a tsunami wave. Work is same old, same old. Ever since the invention of email everybody seems to abuse it. No matter, I am the queen of flooding people’s mailbox.

Life perception changes when one grows up, usually not the in way they intended. What is your ambition when you are younger? I didn’t have any. 5 years ago I’d like to be a CEO of a fortune 500 company. Now? I’d much prefer to spend quality time with my family, my friends, my love, and most importantly – myself.

Some people never get wiser when they are older. In fact, they become the opposite. Pray that I don’t become a truly irritating nagging hag when I age.

Even clothing sense changed. I acutely remember those days when I wear baggy shirts and folded loose jeans and resent wholeheartedly on wearing sheelveless shirts.

Those days I am clean as a piece of white paper. Guess I’m filled with holes and black burns all over now. Became cynical. Questioned everyone’s motives. Maybe that’s why I keep asking ‘Why?’ for everything. Do know that it is not personal.

Ahh… I still remember me being the dork who didn’t know what a FM is. Terrible, isn’t it.

In light of the misery shrouded in Myanmar and SiChuan, I should be grateful, shuddup and be totally grateful that my four limbs are still attached to my head.

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