Strong

02/10/17
PaganChee

Them who know me on surface tell me, you are strong.

Them who know me from young tell me, you are strong.

Them who know me intimately tell me, you are strong.

I always just smiled.

No point telling them that I have hurt so much that being weak is not an option, showing my emotions is not an option, opening up my deepest most feelings is not an option.

Because I’m scared to death.

Everytime I am weak, I show how I feel, I tell my emotions, and God forbid, everytime I cry, I am let down.

I am scarred for life.

So forgive me for being strong, cos I don’t feel safe with you to bare my soul.

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